NervousButterflies

I keep floating down the river, but the ocean never comes. And since the operation, I heard you're breathing just for one. Now everything's imaginary, especially what you love. Left another message, said it's done. When I hear beautiful music, it's always from another time. Old friends I never visit, well I remember what they're like. Standing  on a doorstep full of nervous butterflies, waiting to be asked to come inside. But I keep going out. I can't sleep next to a stranger when I'm coming down. It's 8AM, my heart's beating too loud. Don't bee so amazing, or I'll miss you too much. I felt something that I had never touched. Everything get